whine & dine

because i’m so fucking drained right now, from 2 hours of sleep last night, 3 the night before, and 2 the night before that. i’ve had time for 3 cigarettes today (not altogether a bad thing), and i had lunch at 3-something when everything was in the clear.

i think i’ve just lived through the longest 3 hours of my life. and i’m so sorry baby that i wasn’t there when you woke up. but i’m here. i’m right here. and i’m not going anywhere.

PS: thank you blackie for waking up when i was mildly hysterical, and whitey for cheering me up after i was done huffing-and-puffing but still looking like rudolph, and steph for keeping me distracted. i love you guys. *gives you an ostrich egg each.

PPS: thank you #11 for letting me huff and puff to you again and just listening to me and telling me lewd stories to distract me. and you know you can call me anytime too. like today. :) love.